As California moves forward to Stage 2 of the stateโs Covid-19 recovery program, Santa Cruz Countyโs Health Services Agency extended the shelter-in-place order to July 1 and announced social-distancing protocols for businesses to reopen.
The latest order went into effect at midnight on Tuesday, continuing the daily beach closures from 11am to 5pm, except for water-related activities, along with around-the-clock prohibition of โsedentaryโ activities such as sunbathing and picnicking.
The county also mandated that retail and other businesses open to the public must post social distancing protocols that conform to county guidelines. These are aimed at preventing the gathering of crowds and unnecessary person-to-person contact, as well as offering protections for employees and customers.
The order comes on the heels of Gov. Gavin Newsomโs announcement that counties that have met variance requirements and have received approval from the state may allow barbershops and hairdressers to open.
โPlease note that this excludes massage services, nail salons, and other personal services,โ says county communication manager Jason Hoppin. โIt only affects barbershops and hair salons. The rest of personal services remains in Stage 3, for which there is, as of yet, no timeline.โ
Santa Cruz County has met the state requirements for Stage 2 and will apply for the variance on Friday, May 29, pending approval by the Board of Supervisors. State review may take up to a week, county officials said.
In the meantime, customers venturing out to newly reopened
businesses should be prepared for their own assessments for safety, says Susan
True, the executive director of the Communication Foundation, which has been
working closely with the county on the long reopening process.
โWhat weโre trying to do,โ says True, โis to get people to
really think about how they can go into the environment while minimizing their
own risk and the risk they may present to others, and how they can spot
businesses that are working hard to keep their spaces safe.โ
The guidelines are built around what is becoming a common
incantation of epidemiologists: โTime, space, people, place.โ
Time: Transactions with other people in public should not last more than a few seconds, to minimize risk. โThis is not the time to chat with your bank teller,โ True says. โTell her โThank youโ and move on.โ
Space: The
six-feet rule still applies. Shoppers, who have already become somewhat savvy
to space between people, need to assess how businesses are allowing people to
keep their distance.
People: Are
employees respectful of risk management? Are they wearing masks? Health
officials have consistently asserted that masks are most effective in
protecting others, which means it is unwise to confront someone not wearing a
mask. Interactions that involve a lot of speaking are likely to raise the risk
of spreading the virus.
Place: Enclosed
spaces without a lot of air flow are the most risky environment. This is an
element that retail spaces have limited control over. Health watchers suggest
that if a customer has to do business in a small, enclosed space, even more
attention should be paid to the other elements of safety. โWhat we donโt want,โ
says True, โis sustained minutes of unprotectedโpeople not wearing masksโand
close, less-than-six-feet apart contact in enclosed spaces.โ
The public can also look for signs that a business is complying with the county health order and safe practices: Are hand sanitizer or disinfecting wipes readily available? Are employees behaving in a way consistent with safe practices?
The countyโs new social distancing protocol for reopened
Phase 2 businesses are codifying many of these elements, mandating that
businesses work to minimize the number of customers in their store at one time,
for instance, as well as placing limits on amount of goods that can be sold to
one person in order to avoid lines, encouraging contact-less payment, doing
away with self-service food, among other requirements.
One day, the Covid-19 pandemic and the weird spring of 2020 will seem like ancient history.
And when that time comesโwhen a return to โnormalโ precipitates a look back at life during lockdownโphotographer Amy Isacsonโs latest project could become something to show the grandchildren.
Itโs called the Front Porch Project, and it serves as a profile of a community in one place at one time.
Isacson, a Santa Cruz-based portrait/wedding/anything photographer, decided to go out early one May Saturday morning and document how her friends and neighbors in Santa Cruz County are weathering the shelter-in-place era. She had with her a master list of two dozen households who had agreed to her ideaโto take photos of families on whatever constituted their front porch.
Of course, she kept her distance. โI tried to stay on the sidewalk,โ she says. โAnd I used a telephoto lens.โ
Other than social distancing, the only restriction she imposed on herself is to have her subjects in or near the front door of their home. That created a cohesion in the collection of portraits.
โSome people were dressed up. Others were in their pajamas like theyโd just woken up. It really shocked me how people were. Usually when you get around people (with a camera) everybody is up and on 100%. But in this case, people were really grounded and calm. Nobody was performing.โ
Isacson had put out a call on social media for people who wanted to participate, and she collected addresses that spanned the county, from deep in the Santa Cruz Mountains to Watsonville. Some of the people she shot were friends or acquaintances, but many were strangers as well. She shot families, couples, and singles at their homes, which in one case meant a houseboat. Some people posed with their dogs. At least one family brought in their goats. And not all of the households were complete.
โA handful of people were still working, in the medical profession (and other essential businesses), so in some cases, it wasnโt the complete unit,โ Isacson says.
It was all in the service of capturing a moment when everyday life has fundamentally changed.
โOne friend of mine told me, โMy husbandโs hair is huge. My sonโs hair is long. Mine is gray. And my daughterโs is shaved,โโ says Isacson. โThat about captures it.โ
The project also scratched an itch for the photographer who, like most people these days, was missing casual social interactions.
โBecause I had 24 places to go, I was pretty tight time-wise,โ Isacson says. โThatโs probably a good thing, because otherwise I would have wanted to stay and talk with everybody. I havenโt had that, and itโs been strange. It was really easy to communicate. It was like that Norman Rockwell era when you walked down the street and just talked to people in their yards. It all feels in a way that time has been rewound. I think people are just moving at a different pace now, a lot slower and quieter. Obviously, people are antsy, but generally they were just happy to be connecting with someone.โ
As part of the Front Porch Project (which is also raising donations for the local chapter of Meals on Wheels), Isacson asked her subjects to submit their thoughts in writing on domestic living during the pandemic. โI asked everyone to write something not so much about how theyโre feeling now, but looking back to that week (in mid-March) when everything shifted. Everybody has a different way of remembering when it all changed so drastically.โ
The photos of the Front Porch Project can be seen on Amy Isacsonโs website at amyisacson.com.
(Top row) Sabrina Parker poses with her dog Taro. PHOTO: AMY ISACSON; Rachel de Heras, Taj Laucher, Karsta Jensen and Coya Laucher, along with their dog Pacho. PHOTO: AMY ISACSON; (Bottom) Photographer Amy Isacson went on to capture Santa Cruzans sheltering in place, all while maintaining a safe social distance. PHOTO: KAREN GRIJALVA
In closed session on Tuesday, the Santa Cruz City Council agreed to enter into a settlement agreement with Gabriella Joseph, a local Latino voter who alleged that the city of Santa Cruzโs system of at-large elections results in racially polarized voting, and that the city is in violation of the California Voting Rights Act.
Later in the same meeting, the council unanimously agreed to begin transitioning to a district-based election system, one that is now scheduled to be codified in time for the 2022 race.
The council will pay $30,000 to Josephโs legal representation, a Santa Barbara-based attorney named Robert Goodman. City Attorney Tony Condotti said that the settlement agreement will be a matter of public record, and that, once finalized, it will be available to members of the public upon request.
The coming electoral shift has the potential to dramatically reshape politics in the city of Santa Cruz. That does not necessarily mean that it will result in better Latino representation.
The Voting Rights Act does not require the law firm issuing a legal threat to prove that splitting the city up into election districts would better represent voters of color than any other electoral setup might. Additionally, Pedro Hernandez, senior policy coordinator for nonpartisan voting rights group Fair Vote, told GT last year that it would be difficult for Santa Cruz to draw election boundaries in a way that gives Latino voters sufficient representation.
โItโs unfortunate that weโre in this position,โ Mayor Justin Cummings said shortly before Tuesdayโs vote, โbecause I think that, for many residents of the city, thereโs not so much of a preference to move towards district-based elections. However, I hope, as we transition into this process, that the community weighs in heavily on how we should do this, and โฆ we understand the impact that this could have on our community.โ
In approving the settlement agreement, the city of Santa Cruz will avoid a potentially costly voting rights-related legal battle. Many communities have been hit with similar legal threats, and no city has prevailed in such a fight. (Most cities settle before the item goes to court, just as Santa Cruz did.) Even if Santa Cruz had fought the case in court and won, the city still would have been on the hook to pay steep legal fees for the defense team.
The city of Santa Cruz was hit with similar voting rights notice of violation last year from a different Santa Barbara attorney, but the complainant was not a registered Santa Cruz voter, making the complaint legally meritless.
The city had a possible opportunity to more thoughtfully avoid the forced implementation of district elections. In the fall of 2018, the City Council created a new Charter Amendment Committee charged with coming up with new ideas for how best to run Santa Cruz city elections and city government more broadly. At the time, then-Vice Mayor Martine Watkins expressed that perhaps the council might like to wait until after the 2018 election to seat the committee, so that newly seated councilmembers would be able to participate in the appointment process. The council ultimately chose to seat the committee quickly.
But then in early 2019, after the committee started meeting, councilmembers Chris Krohn and Drew Gloverโboth of whom have since been removed in a divisive recall campaignโpushed to add more seats to the Charter Amendment Committee, a move that drew scrutiny, including from Councilmember Cynthia Mathews. The council ultimately chose to put the whole discussion on hold, and councilmembers decided that the new committee should not meet until the seats had been filled.
The item never came back to the council, the seats never got filled, and the committee never met again, thus dying a quiet death in bureaucratic limbo.
Getting ready for a chat with four friends on Zoom, my husband and I poured ourselves hefty glasses of Ser Wineryโs Rosรฉ of Cinsaut to enhance the experience. And it worked!
I had gone to winemaker Nicole Walshโs new tasting room in Aptos Village to get this Rosรฉโcalling ahead of time to order it. Walsh had the wine ready for me, and a speedy and safe curbside pickup ensued.
The 2019 Rosรฉ of Cinsaut ($22) is a beautiful wine. Itโs made with 100% Cinsaut grapes from Bechtold Vineyard in Lodi, one of the oldest-standing vineyards in California. โThe vines are over 125 years old and deliver some of the most sought-after fruit in the state,โ Walsh says. Packed with up-front aromas of strawberry and guava, delicious palate-pleasing flavors of strawberry and melon follow.
Cinsaut (or Cinsault) is a red-wine grape that can take a lot of heat. It is often blended with other grape varietals, but Walshโs stand-alone Cinsaut Rosรฉ speaks for itself. And with Walshโs minimalist approach, a well-made wine such as this needs no added embellishment.
Walsh, formerly head winemaker at Bonny Doon Vineyard, is selling her wine for curbside pickup from 1-4pm every Saturday at the tasting room. Complimentary shipping is available on orders of three or more bottles, with a 20% case discount on all wines. And the luscious 2015 Coastview Vineyard Syrah is a deal at 20% off.
Walsh recently teamed up with Persephone Restaurant in Aptos to create a memorable food and wine experienceโworking with Chef Cori and sommelier Alex. Check Walshโs website for upcoming events and more info.
I first met Walsh when we connected over a tasting of her Cabernet Pfeffer when she had just started out with her own label. She has done wonders with the Cab Pfefferโa rare grape variety with fewer than 12 acres grown in California. Might I suggest that when you order the Cinsaut, you get some Cab Pfeffer as well.
Ser Winery, 10 Parade St., Suite B, Aptos. 831-612-6062. Serwinery.com.
Thereโs certainly a lot of nostalgia going around right now, and I donโt even mean for the โgroovy โ60sโ or the โroaring โ20sโ and all the things nostalgia used to imply. Iโm talking about nostalgia for the โrelatively normal year of 2019โโwhich ironically didnโt even seem all that normal when we were in it, considering itโs felt like we are all living in Bizarro Land since the election of 2016.
Reading this weekโs cover story by Wallace Baine about the new Queer Santa Cruz exhibit at the MAH, however, I was reminded that nostalgia is a double-edged sword. While itโs fun and even emotional to read about beloved local fixtures like Herland and the Bulkhead Gallery, for instance, itโs sobering to think about the discrimination and other challenges the LGBTQ+ community faced in Santa Cruz over the yearsโand still does today. Thatโs why itโs so meaningful that the exhibit and our story are not just nostalgia pieces. They are both artistic and political statements that advocate for not only continued progress in the future, but also a re-examination of history. I think youโll find this piece both entertaining and important.
I also want to remind you to check our website, goodtimes.sc, regularly, as we have been doing multiple daily updates to our news coverage and features. We know that more readers than ever are looking to GT for news and information, and weโre bringing you those stories not only in the paper every week but also online every day, so be sure to follow what weโre doing and let us know what you think.
Re: โIโll See You in My Streamsโ (GT, 5/20): As the photographer who shot the image of Chris Rene with Matthew Swinnerton of Event Santa Cruz, I have some thoughts. I have shot and attended thousands of events in my career, and this one was an interesting one. It felt more like shooting a demo or recorded music video event, and the artist in this case, Chris Rene, did quite well. It is so hard to keep the energy of a performer up when playing live, as there was so little feedback for them to keep energy high. In the future, if the artist can see the comments and โlikes and heartsโ it can help them, but also could be distracting. As a media creator who is often on live Zooms now, we focus on the recording. Documenting any event now is even more important than live audiences, as it creates a media record to work from.
Keep streaming live, keep playing music live and keep documenting our experiences in these times.
Jared Brick | Berkeley
How Healthy?
I read your article regarding the restrictions that are going to be put in place as of May 26 by Dr. Newel (goodtimes.sc, 5/22), and I have some questions. First of all, what scientific evidence is she using to keep businesses shut down, the face masks requirements, and preventing beach access? The fact that there have only been two deaths in Santa Cruz County from the virus hardly justifies the continuation of her restrictions, especially since the two deaths happened weeks after the initial restrictions were put into place on March 17.ย
Also, how many people are getting sick from all of the stress being created by the mediaโs constant fear mongering? Remember, weโve been told for years that stress will kill you, yet Dr. Newelโs restrictions donโt reflect the lives lost due to the constant reporting of death and devastation, mostly fabricated by a corrupt media, and the loss of income for many who cannot even feed their families. Does Dr. Newel know how many people have committed suicide from complete hopelessness and fear created by corrupt politicians, the media, and completely insane restrictions such as that drugs and alcohol are essential, but walking on the beach in the fresh air and sunshineโproven to protect against illnessโisnโt allowed?
What scientific evidence does she have to continue to destroy peopleโs lives? Over two deaths, really? Also, how many people are infecting themselves from wearing the masks? If you watch people wearing masks, they are constantly touching their faces to adjust them or to put them on or remove them, how healthy is that? Also, how many people wear the same mask over and over each day? Is that healthy? Isnโt it true that the masks are setting more people up for getting infected? Lastly, as a cardiac patient, wearing a mask is causing me to have breathing problems as well as heart rhythm problems. Iโve also heard that people have gotten in car accidents while wearing them due to passing out. I especially imagine, like myself, that other seniors are having their health compromised by having to wear a mask.ย
So I strongly oppose Dr. Newelโs totalitarian, baseless actions, and I hope my questions will be investigated and answered. Thank you.
Bambi Forester |ย Santa Cruz
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A new Felton real estate listing for a house on Hillside Drive features 94 photos of the beautiful five-bedroom home. The humorous twist is that 15 of those photos feature a man in a full-sized Bigfoot costume. The marketing ploy has paid off. The Zillow pageโs daily views quickly grew from 400โwhich is really good, says realtor Daniel Oster, who came up with the ideaโto 146,000. โI was hoping it would make people smile,โ Oster tells GT. โThe home buying process is stressful.โย
The Santa Cruz County Chamber of Commerce sent out a survey to see how its members were coping with the Covid-19 pandemic and the associated shelter-in-place order. Of the respondents, 42%โa plurality of themโwere open with reduced hours, and 80% had suffered losses greater than $10,000. Three-quarters applied for financial assistance, and of those, 60% have been awarded funds, while 25% are still waiting, and 15% were denied. Visit santacruzchamber.org for the full results.
QUOTE OF THE WEEK
โWe should indeed keep calm in the face of difference, and live our lives in a state of inclusion and wonder at the diversity of humanity.โ
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ARTS
VIEWABLE VIA SOCIAL MEDIA: CABRILLO GALLERY EXHIBIT โSIX YEARS SMITTEN: OBJECTS OF ADORNMENT.โ We miss seeing you take your time so generously with the artwork in our gallery. But this too shall pass, and we will be able to gallivant around to different venues again someday and bump elbows. In the meantime, we hope you are making the most of hunkering down at home; tidying up, being creative, or continuing work remotely. Since there are more than 150 pieces in the show, we are posting regularly on Facebook and Instagram so you can get a daily inspirational dose of the artwork. You donโt even have to join Facebook to just tune in and see the images. They are available to everyone; you can sidestep the prompt that comes up to join or log in.
DNAโS COMEDY LAB VIRTUAL COMEDY Who says comedy has to be in-person to be funny? We can still laugh over the internet. DNAโs Comedy Lab is hosting live standup (sit down?) in online Zoom meetings, plus their open mic and Sloth Storytelling Show, all online. Visit dnascomedylab.com for more information.
CLASSES
PARADIGM SPORT LIVESTREAM CLASSES LIVE While we are sheltering in place, one of the best things we can do for the health of our minds is to move our bodies. When we move together as a community, connected by the desire to inspire and promote wellness, we encourage, motivate and lift each other beyond what we might think is possible. Every day at noon. 426-9500. paradigmsport.com.
TOADAL FITNESS ONLINE CLASSES Toadal Fitness is streaming live classes and workouts that donโt require much if any, workout equipment. You must be a member, so visit toadalfitness.com to sign up. Members can get access to classes at toadalfitness.com/online-classes to take a class.ย
KIDS EXERCISE CLASS Stuck at home? Donโt let that stop your kids from getting quality exercise. Tune in for a fun, creative way to exercise at home! This class meets state curriculum guidelines for childrenโs physical education. Classes taught by bilingual trainers (English and Spanish). Our collective health is critical now more than ever! We all need to be healthy to boost our immune systems and fight this virus. We may all have to socially distance in the physical sense of the word, but we do not have to be entirely separated and isolated. All you need is a streaming device, water, Wi-Fi, and a positive attitude. Tune in to our online fitness and education sessions. Pay what you can, and together we will make a stronger, healthier, more resilient community of wellness. We hope to partner with you on your journey to optimal health to keep this going as long as possible. Please RSVP, then use this link to join our sessions: zoom.us/j/344330220. Contributions are via: Paypal: ja***@***********re.com. Venmo: @santacruzcore. Every day at 11am. 425-9500.ย
COMMUNITY
GRAND OPENING DINNER PARTY Footbridge Services Center is hosting a Grand Opening (live stream) Dinner Party to celebrate the numerous novel basic homeless services now under one roof. Itโs time to come togetherโif only virtuallyโto celebrate a transformation in homelessness. Buy a ticket and share dinner with us. โWhat is a Live Stream Dinner Party,โ you might ask. Despite our inability to gather, this Grand Opening celebration will feature some hallmarks that have made the Warming Center tradition of dinner fundraisers so enjoyable: good food, great entertainment, an affirming community orientation, a captivating and inspiring video highlighting testimonials and successes and more. Every ticket purchased comes with: A scrumptious โto goโ meal, a dinner candle, a special thank you gift, viewing participation in our Live Stream Dinner Party. This event is co-hosted by our dedicated team, Dakota and Morgan, and features live music by Wireless Lovebird. This will be an event worthy of your support. Receiving your meal: โTo Goโ meals will be picked up between 5pm-6:30pm at 150 Felker St. Suite H. Delivery arrangements can be made for those who canโt drive. Call 588-9892. Saturday, May 30, 7:30pm. Tickets can be purchased at: eventbrite.com/e/footbridge-services-centers-grand-opening-live-stream-dinner-party-tickets-103612804688.ย
GROUPS
HEALING CRYSTAL BOWL SOUND BATH Relax, empty out and soothe our nervous systems in these uncertain times of great change. While humanity is laying low, nourish your spiritual immune system with high resonance alchemical crystal vibrations! Support all aspects of your being. Ride the wave for one hour with Sonic Vibration Specialist Michele for a deep journey with harmonic, alchemical crystal bowls and chimes. Feel free to sit up or lay down in a restorative pose to receive this uniquely relaxing expression of compassion. Immerse yourself in healing crystal bowl sound resonance and Micheleโs angelic voice. Singyoursoulsong.com. Every Monday at 7pm. Online by Donation: eventbrite.com/e/harmonize-w-alchemical-crystalline-sound-immersion-tickets-102214323794.ย
VIRTUAL GUIDED MEDITATION Reduce stress with meditation and maintain a healthy lifestyle during social distancing. Join us for a free virtual session. Itโs been a tough week. In our lifetimes we have never faced a public health crisis like this one. As a locally owned small business, this situation is particularly overwhelming and stressful. Yet, we are also grateful. Grateful for our amazing cohort of practitioners that want to help as many people as they can. Grateful for our dependable back office and administrative support team. And, most of all, grateful to you, our community who has helped my dream of co-creating a community of wellness become a reality. Without you, there is no Santa Cruz CORE! Please RSVP, then use this link to join our sessions: zoom.us/j/344330220. Contributions are via: Paypal: ja***@***********re.com. Venmo: @santacruzcore. Every day at noon. 425-9500.
VIRTUAL YOUNG ADULT (18-30) TRANSGENDER SUPPORT GROUP A weekly peer support group for young adults aged 18-25 who identify as transgender, non-binary, genderqueer, agender, or any other non-cisgender identity. This is a social group where we meet and chat among ourselves, sharing our experiences and thoughts in a warm, welcoming setting. Our meetings will be held on Discord during the Shelter in Place Order. For more info, contact Ezra Bowen at tr***@*************er.org.
LGBTQNBI+ SUPPORT GROUP FOR CORONAVIRUS STRESS This weekly LGBTQNBI+ support group is being offered to help us all deal with stress during the shelter-in-place situation that we are experiencing from the coronavirus. Feel free to bring your lunch and chat together to get support. This group is offered at no cost and will be facilitated by licensed therapists Shane Hill, Ph.D., and Melissa Bernstein, LMFT #52524. Learn how to join the Zoom support group at diversitycenter.org/community-calendar.ย
OUTDOOR
LIVE FEED FROM THE AQUARIUM Itโs not recommended to go outside a lot at this time, but that doesnโt mean the outside canโt come to you. The Monterey Bay Aquarium has its live feeds up and running, from the jellies to the aviary. Log on to montereybayaquarium.org for more information.
NOON IN THE PARK Tune in to our livestream at noon! facebook.com/countyparkfriends. Walk a walk with us; we host virtual storytimes, special guests with yoga, music and more. Every day at noon.
As a politician with close to four decades of experience in public office, John Laird has delivered hundreds of speeches to thousands of people.
The podium and the microphone are tools of his trade, and he prides himself on his comfort level speaking to audiences. As one of Californiaโs most prominent openly gay public figures dating back to the 1980s, Laird has had to address a range of difficult subjects, often provoking explosive emotions from rage to frustration to grief. And heโs mastered the art of speaking with conviction without losing composure.
One day about 10 years ago, however, toward the end of his term in the State Assembly, Laird was asked to speak before an audience in Sacramento, and this time the words were not his own. He read from a short speech written by ACT-UP activist Vito Russo called โWhy We Fight,โ originally delivered at the height of the AIDS crisis in 1988. The speech, well-known in its time, is a stirring plea to recognize the humanity and heroism of LGBTQ+ people in a time when they were often reviled and discriminated against.
โSo, Iโm just a couple of paragraphs in,โ remembers Laird, โand, for some reason, it completely gets to me. My voice cracks, and I can barely continue. I mean, I am just strugglingโand that never happens, not even at my fatherโs memorial. And I finally get done, and the crowd goes wild. And, all Iโm thinking is, โJeez, I just stuck a needle in and bled all over the place. Just please leave me alone.โโ
The modern gay rights movement now dates back more than 50 years, and for many younger gay and queer activists, the 1970s and โ80s can seem like a dusty and remote chapter in historyโyep, people did really wear their hair like that. But for many who lived through those times, the potent emotions of that periodโespecially the pain of lossโare all still there, just below the surface, ready to erupt unexpectedly. The scars may have healed, but they are still tender to the touch.
Now the Museum of Art and History in Santa Cruz is providing an opportunity to look back on those crucial years, for those who were there as well as for those who were not even born. Queer Santa Cruz: Stories of the LGBTQ+ Community in Santa Cruz County was originally meant to be a traditional exhibit at the MAH. But the pandemic has closed the museum for the foreseeable future, and now the exhibitionโphotos, videos, documents, artifacts and moreโis going online, freely accessible at virtual.santacruzmah.org.
The exhibition is not only designed to illuminate the struggles against discrimination and homophobic hostility. Itโs also meant to evoke the good times as well, the sense of solidarity and shared experience in the LGBTQ+ community in the early days. And itโs also there to remind long-time Santa Cruzans of the various cultural touchstones of the gay/lesbian subculture, the restaurants and cafes, the social groups and publications, and, of course, the peopleโsome still around town, but many who have passed from the scene.
Queer Santa Cruz is also an assertion that Santa Cruz deserves recognition as a crucial element in the larger gay-rights narrative. In fact, Santa Cruz may have been the first small city in the country to embrace Pride, its initial Pride celebration dating back to 1975, trailing behind only major metropolitan areas like New York City, San Francisco and Los Angeles. Santa Cruz was among the first cities in the United States to elect openly gay mayors (along with Laguna Beach and Key West, Florida) when Laird was elected in 1983. In a time when gays and lesbians were all but invisible in mainstream culture, and when anyone who ventured โout of the closetโ was subject to everything from social ostracism to violence, Santa Cruz developed an environment of inclusion and acceptanceโup to a point.
โIn the history of gay rights and the challenges to (discrimination), Santa Cruz was often at the forefront,โ says Pat Dellin, who was instrumental in putting together the QSC exhibition. It was Dellinโs work in cataloguing and sorting the materials she found in the archives of the Diversity Center in Santa Cruz that directly led to the MAHโs embrace of the idea of an exhibition. The Diversity Centerโs โTrailblazersโ series of video oral histories form the backbone of the exhibition.
This 1989 photo from the Santa Cruz Beach Boardwalk is part of the MAHโs โQueer Santa Cruzโ exhibit, which for now can only be viewed virtually.
โWE DESERVE TO BE HEREโ
But thinking of 1970s Santa Cruz as a gay haven overlooks the confrontations and threats that the pioneering generation had to face even locally. Larry Friedman first came to Santa Cruz in 1971. He was there during the first Pride march in Santa Cruz the year after the first Pride celebration (which did not include a march). He remembers seeing many counter-protesters on Pacific Avenue, some holding Bibles and carrying signs with anti-gay slurs on them.
Friedman, 73, helped form one of the first gay organizations in the county, at Cabrillo College. He was also instrumental in establishing that first Pride celebration, a four-day weekend in โ75 that featured a dance, an evening concert featuring legendary composer Lou Harrison, and other events at Cabrillo. The celebration culminated with an afternoon picnic at San Lorenzo Park in Santa Cruz.
โIt was one thing to have a dance and a potluck dinner at Cabrillo,โ Friedman says. โIt was kind of protected there. But when we went to San Lorenzo Park, there were hundreds of us, and that was a big statement. It was a big risk for a lot of people coming out in public for the first time.โ
โSo much was against us being out and visible,โ Dellin says. โWe were just trying to get people to tolerate us. It was a revolutionary act to come out to San Lorenzo Park with two hundred other people just to say, โWe deserve to be here, weโre fine people and weโre going to have a party now.โโ
One of the themes of gay life in the 1970s, say those who were there, was a similar kind of exuberance in the face of repression. John Laird tells the story of a local dance club that, in its newspaper ads, included illustrations that expressly communicated that same-sex couples were not welcome. In response, a number of gay men and lesbians met up before hand, and paired off as opposite-sex couples to get into the club.
โAt an agreed-upon time, someone shouted and we all switched partners on the dance floor,โ Laird says. โMen were dancing with men. Women were dancing with women. It took the DJ a while to figure out what was going on. It was just our way of protesting something that no one else was giving a second thought to.โ
The gay-rights revolution was experienced very differently on either side of the gender divide, says psychologist Jerry Solomon, who later went on to co-found the Santa Cruz AIDS Project.
โAs a gay man, I would look at envy at these women (activists),โ Solomon says. โThey had a very strong bond between themselves. They had a clear purpose. They set very clear goals, and were working very hard to accomplish those goals. Men, on the other hand, were celebrating that the draft was over, Vietnam was over, and that Gay Pride was beginning to appear. So they were in the discos. We were celebrating, and women were at work.โ
A flash point arrived in 1978, a year in which singer Anita Bryant spearheaded the anti-gay โSave Our Childrenโ campaign, which inspired the Briggs Initiative, a California ballot measure that would allow the dismissal of any educator who was gay, or who voiced any support for gay rights. The same year ended with the assassination of movement icon Harvey Milk in San Francisco.
โAll of us were feeling under siege,โ says Freidman of the aftermath of โ78, though the Briggs Initiative was defeated at the polls.
The political threats resulted in more cooperation between gay men and lesbians, says Jo Kenny, who worked in childhood education at the time and who also came out as gay that year. โWhen Briggs came up, both men and women pooled our energies and our different skills from different places, and we were able to bring in a coalition that nobody thought we could.โ
This photo from the Watsonville Pride march in 2015 is an example of how the โQueer Santa Cruzโ exhibit follows the political activism of the local LGBTQ+ community into recent years.
A MATTER OF LIFE AND DEATH
The movement took a dramatic turn in the 1980s with the rise of the AIDS crisisโthe struggle for equal rights and acceptance became a life-and-death issue. Gay men were initially at the center of the epidemic, but womenโstraight and gayโbegan to show up in significant numbers to care for those who were sick, and to fight for more humane treatment.
โI donโt know about outside the United States,โ says Jo Kenny, โbut within this country, it was lesbians who stepped up in huge numbers and took care of gay men and IV drug users.โ Kenny was the second executive director of the Santa Cruz AIDS Project in the late 1980s, and she says that womenโs role in the AIDS crisis has been consistently under-acknowledged. โItโs part of the gender politics. We just go back to being invisible, and thatโs about sexism.โ
โWhile there was, politically, a divide between gay men and women,โ says Jerry Solomon, โthere were many gay men and women who had deep and significant friendships. And many of those men began to die. As a result, more and more women stepped forward, realizing that the political divide was much less important than providing human care and comfort. So they consistently showed up very well, throughout the epidemic, at a critical time when most men couldnโt show up for themselves because either they were dealing with the illness, or they were so afraid of the illness that they were sort of frozen. It was just empathy and humanity, and all this other stuff we were dealing with before really moved to the side pretty quickly.โ
The Santa Cruz AIDS Project assumes a large role in the story that Queer Santa Cruz sets out to tell. But itโs not the dominant theme. The exhibition really documents the emergence of a strong and vibrant LGBTQ+ culture, and much of it works as a kind of tribute, colored with nostalgia, of the symbols of that communityโthe bookstore/cafรฉ Herland, the quarterly literary journal The Lavender Reader, and the provocative artist collective the Bulkhead Gallery, for instance. Also singled out are more mainstream institutions such as Bookshop Santa Cruz. โBookshop always had a place for gays and lesbians to find housing and things like that. They were very supportive of us in the 1970s,โ says Pat Dellin.
Marla Novo of the MAH, who curated the exhibition, says that once the museum is open to the public again, Queer Santa Cruz will be presented as a traditional showcase exhibition. โWe have every intention of having it in real time in our physical building,โ she says.
Lairdโwho has served on Santa Cruzโs city council and as its mayor, as well as a stint in the state Assembly and another in Gov. Jerry Brownโs cabinetโis in the awkward position of sheltering in place at home while at the same time running another campaign, this time for the California Senate.
While at home, Laird has been systematically going through his memorabilia from the old days. โI still have about 60 boxes of stuff to go through, and Iโm going through everything because Iโm never home to do it.โ
In 1983, when Laird was first elected mayor, he experienced a brief but intense burst of celebrity. He was not only one of the first out-gay politicians to emerge post-Harvey Milk, he was one of the most prominent openly gay public figures in an era when almost all gay celebrities were firmly in the closet. (A telling illustration of Lairdโs status as a gay pioneer is a play about Milkโs life titled Dear Harvey, in which Laird is one of the supporting characters.)
In one way, the sudden fame as a symbol of the gay-rights movement was disorienting and off-putting, he says. โI was elected to get streets fixed, keep traffic flowing, and make sure UCSC paid its dues.โ
But, eventually, he came to recognize the power that his election had in thawing the ongoing cold war between LGBTQ+ people and cultural conservatives.
โI canโt even begin to describe the pride in the community at that time,โ he says. โSome (local) people told me, โIโm not even out to my parents and I find myself on the phone having a conversation with them about having a gay mayor, and talking about gay stuff.โโ
Lairdโs own family felt the brunt of his 15 minutes of fame. โIt never occurred to me that my parents had not told their friends that they had a gay son. Suddenly, Iโm beaming into every city on every media imaginable, all about being gay. My brother made a comment thatโs become legendary in the family. I called him and asked him how things were going, and he says, โItโs like a funeral around here. People are bringing casseroles.โโ
About the same time, Lairdโs mother got a letter that stands as a testament of what Lairdโas well as every out gay, lesbian, or queer personโhas won from a dominant culture that has moved slowly, painfully, but inexorably from hatred to tolerance to not-quite-complete acceptance.
โMy mother was an elementary school teacher,โ he says, โand she got a letter from one of her fellow teachers and it said to her, โOh, Iโve always snickered at Harvey Milk and the gays in San Francisco. But I know you and your husband. Youโre wonderful people and your son clearly came from a loving household. Looks like Iโm going to have to rethink this.โ Thatโs something.โ
ARIES (March 21-April 19): โThe best of my nature reveals itself in play, and play is sacred,โ wrote the feisty Aries author Karen Blixen, who sometimes used the pen name Isak Dinesen. The attitude described in that statement helps illuminate the meaning of another one of her famous quotations: โI do not think that I could ever really love a woman who had not, at one time or another, been up on a broomstick.โ In my interpretation of this humorous remark, Blixen referred to the fact that she had a strong preference for witchy women with rascally magical ways. I bring this to your attention, Aries, because Iโm inviting you to cultivate a Blixen-like streak of sacred play and sly magic in the coming days.
TAURUS (April 20-May 20): Taurus music legend Willie Nelson has played the same guitar since 1969. He calls it โmy horse,โ and named it after Trigger, a famous horse in Hollywood films. Although Nelson still loves the tones that come from his instrument, itโs neither sleek nor elegant. Itโs bruised, with multiple stains, and has a jagged gash near its sound hole. Some Tauruses want their useful things to be fine and beautiful, but not Willie. Having said that, I wonder if maybe he will finally change guitars sometime soon. For you Bulls, the coming months will be time to consider trading in an old horse for a new one.
GEMINI (May 21-June 20): Iโve got a message for you, courtesy of poet Lisel Mueller. I think her wisdom can help you thrive in the coming weeks. She writes, โThe past pushed away, the future left unimagined, for the sake of the glorious, difficult, passionate present.โ Of course, itโs always helpful for us to liberate ourselves from the oppressive thoughts of what once was in the past and what might be in the future. But itโll be especially valuable for you to claim that superpower in the coming weeks. To the degree that you do, the present will be more glorious and passionate and not so difficult.
CANCER (June 21-July 22): When Lewis Carrollโs fictional heroine Alice visits the exotic underground realm known as Wonderland, she encounters two odd men named Tweedledee and Tweedledum. The latter tells her, โYou know very well youโre not real.โ Heโs implying that Alice is merely a character in the dream of a man whoโs sleeping nearby. This upsets her. โI am real!โ she protests, and breaks into tears. Tweedledum presses on, insisting sheโs just a phantom. Alice summons her courageous wisdom and thinks to herself, โI know theyโre talking nonsense, and itโs foolish to cry about it.โ I suspect you Cancerians may have to deal with people and influences that give you messages akin to those of Tweedledum. If that happens, be like Alice.
LEO (July 23-Aug. 22): โThe less you fear, the more power you will have,โ says the rapper known as 50 Cent. I agree with him. If you can dissolve even, say, 25% of your fear, your ability to do what you want will rise significantly, as will your influence and clout. But hereโs the major riddle: How exactly can you dissolve your fear? My answers to that question would require far more room than I have in this horoscope. But hereโs the really good news, Leo: In the coming weeks, you will naturally have an abundance of good insights about how to dissolve your own fear. Trust what your intuition tells you. And be receptive to clues that serendipity brings you.
VIRGO (Aug. 23-Sept. 22): For his film Parasite, Virgo filmmaker Bong Joon-ho received Academy Awards for Best Picture, Best Director and Best Original Screenplay. In his natal horoscope, Joon-ho has Pluto conjunct his sun in Virgo, and during the time Parasite began to score major success, Saturn and Pluto were making a favorable transit to that powerful point in his chart. Iโm expecting the next six months to be a time when you can make significant progress toward your own version of a Joon-ho style achievement. In what part of your life is that most likely to happen? Focus on it. Feed it. Love it.
LIBRA (Sept. 23-Oct. 22): According to my analysis of the astrological omens, the coming weeks will be a favorable time for you to seek out, seduce and attract luck. To inspire you in this holy task, Iโll provide a prayer written by Hoodoo conjurer Stephanie Rose Bird: โO sweet luck, I call your name. Luck with force and power to make change, walk with me and talk through me. With your help, all that can and should be will be!โ If there are further invocations youโd like to add to hers, Libra, please do. The best way to ensure that good fortune will stream into your life is to have fun as you draw it to you.
SCORPIO (Oct. 23-Nov. 21): Scorpio comedian John Cleese does solo work, but many of his successful films, albums, stage shows and TV programs have arisen from joining forces with other comedians. โWhen you collaborate with someone else on something creative,โ he testifies, โyou get to places that you would never get to on your own.โ I propose you make this your temporary motto, Scorpio. Whatever line of work or play youโre in, the coming weeks will offer opportunities to start getting involved in sterling synergies and symbioses. To overcome the potential limitations of social distancing, make creative use of Zoom and other online video conferencing.
SAGITTARIUS (Nov. 22-Dec. 21): โWherever I am, let me never forget to distinguish want from need,โ vows author Barbara Kingsolver. โLet me be a good animal,โ she adds. That would be a stirring prayer to keep simmering at the forefront of your awareness in the next six weeks. According to my understanding of the astrological omens, youโll be getting clear signals about the differences between your wants and needs. You will also discover effective strategies about how to satisfy them both in the post-pandemic world, and fine intuitions about which one to prioritize at any particular time.
CAPRICORN (Dec. 22-Jan. 19): Writing some Chinese characters can be quite demanding. To make โbiรกng,โ for example, which is used in the name for a certain kind of noodle, you must draw 58 separate strokes. This is a good metaphor for exactly what you should avoid in the coming weeks: spending too much time and devoting too much thought and getting wrapped up in too much complexity about trivial matters. Your focus should instead be on simple, bold approaches that encourage you to be crisp and decisive.
AQUARIUS (Jan. 20-Feb. 18): Singer-songwriter Jill Scott is strongly committed to her creative process. She tells us, โI was once making a burger for myself at my boyfriendโs house and a lyric started pouring out and I had to catch it, so I ran to another room to write it down, but then the kitchen caught fire. His cabinets were charred, and he was furious. But it was worth it for a song.โ My perspective: Scottโs level of devotion to the muse is too intense for my tastes. Personally, I would have taken the burger off the stove before fleeing the scene to record my good idea. What about you, Aquarius? According to my analysis, youโre in a phase when creative ideas should flow even better than usual. Pay close attention. Be prepared to capture as much of that potentially life-altering stuff as possible.
PISCES (Feb. 19-March 20): To protect ourselves and others from the pandemic, most of us have been spending more time than usual at homeโoften engaged in what amounts to enforced relaxation. For some of us, that has been a problem. But Iโm going to propose that it will be the opposite of a problem for you in the next three weeks. In my astrological opinion, your words to live by will be this counsel from author and philosopher Mike Dooley: โWhat if it was your downtime, your lounging-in-bed-too-long time, that made possible your greatest achievements? Would they still make you feel guilty? Or would you allow yourself to enjoy them?โ
Homework: Whatโs the story or song that provides you with your greatest consolation? Freewillastrology.com.
Three years ago, local musician Andrew Jay started working on his debut solo album. It was to be the culmination of everything heโd accomplished as a musician up to that point.
When he was 9 years old, his dad bought him his first guitar. A little later, when his dad passed away, Jay made practice a never-ending part of his existence. In 2005, at 19, he made use of all those long hours and nearly won the Guitarmageddon National Finals. The contestants were given a backing track on a CD to play over. Most of them used the opportunity to show off their technical chops. Jay took a different approach and wrote a very intricate, gorgeous melody.
Not long after, Jay met producer/engineer/musician Dan Alvarez online. Among other musicians, Alvarez has worked with virtuoso guitarist Jason Becker. Alvarez and Jay connected over their love of good guitar-based music. They both had a feeling that if a wider audience could hear Jay play, heโd be able to turn his musical passion into a career.
โAlvarez was like, โYou need this as a stepping stone to get into some really big band.โ We focused on getting my album released to get me into a band,โ Jay says.
The solo album is still being finished, a long-term project that is sure to dazzle listeners. But in the meantime, Jay formed the band Into The Cosmos, who started gigging regularly about a year and a half ago. You can hear a lot of Jayโs solo material that heโs written over the past decade with Santa Cruzโs Into The Cosmos. Itโs all-instrumental tracks, and musically dexterous, but not show-off guitar music.
โItโs not just your average shred stuff. Itโs very well-composed. I tried to replace the vocals with excellent melodies and just see where that goes,โ Jay says. โWe have songs that are bluesy, songs that are jazz-fusion. We have songs that are more rock and roll and metal. Itโs all over the place.โ
The group had been building some momentum in the local scene before the shelter-in-place order was placed. They had released their first single โNebulaโ to Spotify and iTunes and were getting ready to release more. With a sudden halt to live shows, theyโve been plugging away on their EP. Last week, they finally released their second single, โDancing Mountains.โ Itโs on all the platforms and their website.
Both โNebulaโ and โDancing Mountainsโ will be featured on their upcoming EP, which they hope to release this fall. Even though many of the compositions started as Jay solo ventures and were fleshed out by the band for live performances, as they record the songs, theyโve worked hard to give them a solid band feel, and to give the songs a good studio production.
โWe take our time,โ says drummer Garrett Hand. โItโs written live, but itโs a little bit different of a world because we add more guitar tracks. We add a little bit more layers to the solos. Weโre building it in the studio. We take a microscope to it, if you will, because itโs on a record.โ
Over the years, these songs have mutated and evolved. Some of the songs literally date back to Jayโs teenage years when he was composing songs for his YouTube channel. As Into The Cosmos has gelled more as a band, theyโve given these tunes more of a band feel, where each memberโs character shines through.
Even though they canโt play shows for the time being, they continue to sculpt the band sound that theyโve been fostering all this time, and hope that when live shows return, theyโll have continued to build that momentum.
โInto The Cosmos is an opportunity for me to bring these songs that Iโve had for a long time, and new songs, to light,โ Jay says. โIโve been working on this music for a decade now. Itโs great to see how it sounds with an actual band.โ
Esoteric astrology as news for the week of May 27, 2020
Gemini is the definitive sign of communication. Gemini radiates Ray 2 of Love/Wisdom into the world. When we understand each other via open, truthful communication, love appearsโand wisdom, too.
Pentecost is a religious festival, signifying fifty days after Easter (Resurrection Festival) wherein Disciples, having gathered in an upper room (mental plane), experienced โtongues of fireโ appearing above their heads, the result of which was the ability to speak and understand all world languages. This experience was a Ray 3 experience of Divine Intelligence penetrating the minds of the disciples. Ray 3 is called by many names: the Holy Spirit, the Comforter and the Mother. The Tibetan (via Alice Bailey) refers to Pentecost many times in his blue books (Ageless Wisdom teachings).
The emphasis during the Aquarian Age, which we are fast entering, will shift away from Bethlehem (Birth Initiation) to Jerusalem (Ashram of Peace), and from the infant and later crucified Savior to the Risen Christ (note: Christ symbolizes the soul of humanity). Pisces has seen, during two thousand years, the spreading light; Aquarius will see the Rising Light, and of both of these the Christ (World Teacher) is the eternal symbol.
The emphasis in the Aquarian Age will be on livingness, on freedom from the tomb of matter (death), and this keynote (resurrection) will distinguish the new world religion from all preceding religions.
There is one equation for peace on Earth: Intentions for goodwill creates right human relations, which creates the peace, harmony, intelligence, wisdom and the love all of humanity seeks. We can sing together on Pentecost, โCome Holy Spirit, Creator Blessed.โ
ARIES: The month ahead sees you as a hard worker, working toward and within your values. If you donโt actually know your values, then observe yourselfโactions, focus, communication. Note youโre slower than usual, caring for what you love (and value) with extra care. You see your ambition, the acquiring of possessions, your impatience or impulsiveness. Your senses are more alive. You eat more. Every Aries eventually becomes a Taurus.
TAURUS: Aries can sometimes steal your thunder, your Vulcan volcanic ability to make gold out of lead. You have so many abilities, you can share a few, yes? Notice your reactions to people and events. Turn reactions into responses. Youโre more energetic, active, forceful these days. For a rare few moments or two, itโs ok for you to be overly assertive. However, as Aries has become Taurus, youโve become a very interesting Gemini. Itโs the planet Mercury always playing havoc.
GEMINI: Youโve become more of a Pisces. Meaning? More sensitive, more reluctant to push the river, more compassionate and understanding. Your confidence has taken a different path. Youโre working more in secret, can be blamed for things you didnโt do, be misunderstood. Intuiting that the past is merging with the present and everything looks now toward the future. Dreams (day and night) appear, imagination becomes creative. Music (more of it), please.
CANCER: Itโs most important to think about cooperation, teamwork and how your personality impacts groups. With all your emerging thoughts and ideas, you may be inclined to talk over others, attempt to direct and dominate everyone and everything. Itโs best to work as a team when considering humanitarian goals. Itโs also important personally to create daily agendas, schedules, plans and goals. They become your new context and protection.
LEO: You are the leader, the one everyone looks to, hopes to be, learns from, emulates, is guided by. Your accomplishments are acknowledged and recognized; be grateful. This pleases you. I have written before that for a Leo to evolve others must see, applaud, point out and praise their efforts, gifts, talents and abilities. Praise is how Leos can more fully identify themselves as creative, saying, โI now know that I AM because of what I create (and you see it).โ
VIRGO: You long for a new undertaking, a new venture, a quest, an adventure, a voyage somewhere. And your restlessness wonโt accept any hindrances. Your life does need an expansion coupled with new experiences. All the energy youโre feeling propels you into new travel, new studies, new interests and new books, along with opinions that may lead to disagreements, disputes and new points of view. Refrain from anything illicit, risky and forbidden.
LIBRA: You can no longer suffer exhaustion, overtime, or other peopleโs rules. You need deep solitude, a retreat from the world, and less stress, both subtle and overt. Careful with projecting suppressed disappointments or anger (from long ago to present) toward others, especially those close to you. You may be unaware of this. The issues may be conflicts around values, what you hold in common with another, joint money and resources. Careful with communication and consequences. Contemplate your true needs. Then love more.
SCORPIO: Everything may become challenging, especially interactions with friends, co-workers and intimates. Should you encounter conflict, measure it against your personal internal conflicts. We reflect each other, the heavens and the earth. Conflict contains information. If we struggle long enough a new level of harmony emerges. Be as courageous, dynamic and lively as possible. Everything eventually becomes conflictual, then it resolves, then thereโs rapprochement. Help someone in the meantime.
SAGITTARIUS: Interesting new energy, at times quixotic and unexpected, is affecting daily routines, agendas, plans and work schedules. In between focus on healthโexercise, diet, walking, running, archery, horseback riding, yoga, etc. You must have a daily regime of physical activity or restlessness will result. It may be difficult working with others. You may be too unusual and too fast for them. Harmony is needed in your work world. Be aware of this. Donโt disagree, clash or quarrel. When agitated, recite silent Oms. Laughter is the best meditation.
CAPRICORN: Questions: Do you have lots of energy and self-discipline? Are you seeking new and unusual creative expressions? Do you feel you are expanding out of the old ways of identity and being? Do you have enough money? Do you feel the need for a deeper spirituality? And do you want to communicate about this? Tend to the wounds of loved ones. The result will be more play, pleasure, more sleep. Is your home comfortable? Do you need a new couch? Do you need more comfort? How is your daily life changing?
AQUARIUS: You may find yourself being more and more creative, which gives you a greater sense of identity. Note how you feel more instinctive, protective and secure. Are new or unusual events occurring concerning where you live? Are you thinking about family matters? Gather up much of the past. Review everything. Assess what is useful, what you can give away, what you want to keep as family heirlooms. When issues from the past emerge, talk with someone about them. Someone safe and trusting. Watch the birds each morning.
PISCES: Perform daily tasks quietly and slowly. This creates mindfulness and efficiency. Consider professional needs. Itโs soon time to tell everyone of your visions, ideas, plans, wants and needs. Communications may be quick, unusual, unexpected, futuristic. Step back and watch Mars at work. Pushing things forward into a dreamy and unknown future. Tend to hands and feet with care. Sew and paint. Use the mind to make order and beauty out of conflict and chaos. Neptune in Pisces.