Opinion: How Reading Heals

EDITOR’S NOTE

Steve Palopoli editor good times santa cruz california

While interviewing Bay Area author Yaa Gyasi for this week’s cover story, I mentioned to her that so many of the relationships in her newest novel, Transcendent Kingdom, seem to turn on the idea of mercy—whether it’s between a mother and daughter, a scientist and her lab rats or God and humankind—but I don’t remember seeing the actual word in the book. She was surprised that she might not have used it, and said that key to the story is “this question about what we owe each other, and what we could give to each other. That has something to do with mercy.”

I’m not totally surprised, though. Nothing in Gyasi’s writing is too obvious; as she artfully explores immense themes like family, religion and immigration, she truly shows rather than tells. Her book was an excellent choice for the UCSC Humanities Institute’s Deep Read this year, and as the community read wraps up on May 15 with a free event at the UCSC Quarry at which Gyasi will appear, I hope my interview with her helps to spark discussion about the questions and issues she has raised. They are incredibly timely, and she speaks about them with a thoughtfulness—and a quality of mercy—we need so much right now.

STEVE PALOPOLI | EDITOR-IN-CHIEF


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DIFFERENCE MAKERS

Put on your finest pair of Tevas and get ready to walk the red carpet to thank our community’s volunteers. The Be the Difference Awards honor the individuals, groups and businesses that power Santa Cruz County’s legion of those who donate their time and energy to great causes locally. Presented every year by the Volunteer Center of Santa Cruz County, this year’s event will be held at the Santa Cruz Warriors Arena on May 18. Veronica Macias, anchor at KION News, will lead a night full of entertainment and inspiring stories. Tickets start at $25 and can be purchased at scvolunteercenter.org.


GOOD WORK

REVEALING HISTORIES

Celine Parreñas Shimizu, filmmaker and UCSC’s Dean of the Division of Arts, will be debuting her new documentary this week. The feature film 80 Years Later explores the impact of Japanese-American incarceration during World War II on families. Parreñas Shimizu documents the conversations between two survivors and their children and grandchildren, examining how Executive Order 9066 changed the trajectory of all of their lives. The film will premiere at the Los Angeles Asian Pacific Film Festival May 12. Learn more at: 80yearslater.film.


QUOTE OF THE WEEK

“If you don’t acknowledge and appreciate where you come from, you will never understand, appreciate and settle where you are now.”

Zahra Pedram Jafari

UCSC Deep Read Hosts Author Yaa Gyasi at Quarry

After Yaa Gyasi’s first novel, Homegoing—a sprawling piece of historical fiction that traced a Ghanaian family line across generations—won a number of top awards, the book world might have expected a similarly epic story for her follow-up. Instead, the acclaimed young author—she was 26 when Homegoing was published in 2016—did something completely different, focusing her second novel, Transcendent Kingdom, on the intimate portrait of a young neuroscientist named Gifty who, while earning her PhD at Stanford, is forced by circumstance to take in her Ghanaian-American mother, with whom she has a complicated history.

While smaller in scale than Homegoing, Transcendent Kingdom is remarkably complex and ambitious, as Gifty confronts issues of mental health and addiction that have torn apart her family, and grapples with the seemingly competing roles of religion and science in her life.

The skillfulness and authenticity with which Gyasi waves these themes together is no doubt a big part of why Transcendent Kingdom was chosen for UCSC’s 2022 Deep Read, an event that draws hundreds of community members together to read the book. She will speak at the UCSC Quarry on May 15, in the finale of the event.

Gyasi—who, like her most recent main character, is of Ghanaian descent (although, unlike Gifty, she was born in Ghana and brought to the U.S. by her family as an infant in 1991) and also a graduate of Stanford, although in a very different discipline—spoke to me by phone from her home in Berkeley about those similarities, the book’s themes, and its arrival in September of 2020, during the pandemic.

‘Transcendent Kingdom’ starts out with this very intimate and powerful consideration of ‘What does crazy look like?’ And then through these characters, over the course of the book, there’s a pretty deep examination of how we view mental illness. You couldn’t have known when you were writing it that it would come out at such a pivotal time to talk about mental health, in the midst of the pandemic. But did you feel like it arrived at an opportune moment to be part of a larger discussion of those issues?

YAA GYASI: I think when the book came out, we were still in such a state of frenzy and confusion about what was going on, and how long everything would take. I suppose I could have guessed that there would be an upcoming mental health crisis, but I think I was already so kind of taken with the chaos of the moment that I wasn’t thinking about this book being prescient in any way.

As we—just barely—start to understand the mental and emotional toll the pandemic is taking on both children and adults, do you think the discourse around mental illness is changing in a positive way at all?

I hope so. It’s hard to know. I mean, I feel like people are kind of taking into consideration what this moment is doing to young people in a way that I think is really important. But I don’t know if I have noticed anything that feels like a substantive change in the conversation around mental health.

At one point in the book, Gifty’s mother flat-out says “I don’t believe in mental illness”—kind of the ultimate extreme of our societal unwillingness to give these issues the attention they deserve. Is that an attitude that you have personally encountered? Where did that come from?

It is an attitude that I see, although not spoken as explicitly as Gifty’s mother does there. But I grew up in the church, too, and I think there was—especially when I was younger, and again, I hope that this is changing—the idea that any problem that you had could be given to God, and therefore was not a problem. It kind of erased any discussion of why you might be feeling the way that you are feeling with regards to mental illness or mental health.

That push and pull of religion versus science comes up again and again in the novel. For Gifty, as a child, her relationship with God is a vehicle for expression and hope, but for adults, especially her mother, it becomes almost an escape. Maybe a necessary one, as you said, but sometimes it ends up seeming empty and even a bit scary, as when the pastor has no real comfort for the mother, or Gifty goes to the service where they’re railing against demons. And yet, Gifty stands up for her mother’s beliefs, and comes to an interesting place herself in regards to the church. So I guess my question is: Do you think religion in these characters’ lives is ultimately a force for good?

That’s an interesting question. I mean, I think for the mother, it was a force for some kind of good—more in the sense that it was such a source of comfort, and one of the few places from which she was willing to take comfort, and that felt pretty pivotal to me. Gifty is certainly skeptical of belief and skeptical of religion, more generally. But I think she recognizes that the thing that her mother needs—or rather, the thing that her mother will accept in this moment of deep darkness—is the comfort of God. And I think in that way, religion does some amount of good. It’s a place where these two women can meet.

I felt like when she eventually admits that science can fail, it just didn’t seem as devastating as when she’s remembering how her faith let her down when she was a kid. She’s more like, ‘Hmm, I guess science doesn’t always work.’ No big deal!

That’s funny. I mean, I suppose at that point in her life, so many things have failed her that perhaps she’s not able to pin all of her hope on anything.

Ah, maybe that’s it. Now, in the book, Gifty is studying neuroscience at Stanford; you graduated with a Bachelor of Arts at Stanford. What parts of your experience there did you bring to it?

Definitely that sense of “What am I doing here, being a person from the South at this school?” It had very few—certainly very few people from Alabama, but very few Southerners in general. I definitely felt, as Gifty does in her first year there, just kind of like a fish out of water. That aspect of things. And then I think also some of the observations that Gifty makes about, like, the vastness of California are ones that struck me as well when I first arrived there.

I guess the larger question is: How much of you is there in Gifty?

That’s definitely a harder question to answer. We have a lot of biographical similarities in terms of place, specifically—Ghanaian, grew up in Alabama, end up at Stanford. So there’s that. And I think the other major thing is, as I mentioned before, I grew up in the church. And I came to a very different place than Gifty does in my own understanding of religion, but I think this book was one of the ways that I thought through that, probably for the first time since I left the church in my teen years.

As a UCSC Creative Writing grad myself, I’ve always been really intimidated to write about scientist characters. Were you?

I was, in part because I had not taken a science class in, you know, decades at that point. But I was emboldened, in great part, because my best friend is a neuroscientist. She went to Princeton for her undergrad, but she was getting a PhD at Stanford when I started working on this. And so I was able to pick her brain, shadow her in her lab, have her read a draft of this. So I felt pretty confident that I wouldn’t be doing a huge disservice to the character.

You wrote a short story several years ago, ‘Inscape,’ that had most of these main characters, but in different contexts; Gifty was an English professor, not a scientist, for instance. Why did you want to rework the characters and develop it into a novel?

I really liked the voice of that story. I wrote that story after I finished a first draft of Homegoing, and I think partly I was into it because it just felt so different from what I’d been working on for years with my first novel. The voice was really fresh, and I loved the situation of this woman having to take care of her mother in her older age, which is something I don’t see written about a lot. I used to work with seniors when I was in high school, so I think a lot about taking care of old people. That felt really interesting to me. But I think the main thing was wanting to pair that situation with this work that my friend does. That’s where the book began for me, this feeling like maybe I could use that situation of a woman taking care of her mother, but just kind of situate her in a different field.

That situation of her caring for her mother is complicated by the fact that her mother is increasingly unrecognizable to her. That’s another theme you couldn’t have predicted would be especially resonant when ‘Transcendent Kingdom’ came out in 2020—in an era of lockdowns and isolation and extreme political division, the idea of family members seeming like strangers just seems to hit a little harder.

Yeah, I think a lot of us are confronted with a version of our family members that we perhaps never really saw. There are people, I’m sure, all over the world who realized that they had conspiracy-theorist family members for the first time, or anti-vaxxer family members for the first time. Definitely it’s a moment of these kind of reconfigurations, of what you knew about the people that you thought you were pretty close to.

One of the resentments Gifty harbors about her mother is that her mother was not willing to admit to even the existence of racism. I thought that was such an interesting idea, because we usually think of “admitting to racism” as something that is done or not done by racists, not by the victims of racism. How do you think it affects Gifty that her mother won’t acknowledge this part of their shared experience?

I think it’s deeply formative for both Gifty and [her brother] Nana that their mother lacks a kind of awareness around the racism that they’re experiencing, both in their town and also in their church. And I think, had they had a mother who was more willing or able to address the moments of microaggression that she saw in the church, maybe they would have left the church. Maybe they would have gone to a Black church. Maybe they would have had a foundation of being able to discuss what’s good about Blackness. I think of Gifty as a character who’s dealing with a lot of internalized racism, and I think that has plenty to do with their mother not really acknowledging what was happening to them.

Another realization that Gifty has to come to on her own is the attitude of American exceptionalism, and how it pervades so much of life in the U.S. The example that really got me was the idea that even American poverty could be somehow different—and better—than poverty in Ghana. Gifty says it was years before she came to understand how ridiculous that was. Did you have your own moment of realization about that?

I don’t know if I had one as crystallized as Gifty does there. But I did, like her, grow up with those commercials and flyers, and all of that—you know, like, feed a child in Africa for 50 cents a day, the price of a cup of coffee a day. But, in part because I grew up in the South, in an area that had a pretty significant population of people who were struggling financially, I think I noticed pretty quickly that poverty wasn’t exclusive to Africans.

The contrasts between Ghana and the U.S., and the various characters’ attitudes about them, are such an important part of the book. And Gifty’s mother and father are sort of two different sides of the American immigrant experience. Her mother says “America is difficult, but what would I go back for, my life is here,” but her father can never really give up on what’s been left behind.

Oh, yeah, definitely. I mean, I think we read a lot about the version of the American Dream that says, “It might be hard here, but it’s totally worth it.” And not as much about the people who come in and are like, “Actually, it’s awful, and I prefer my home country,” and go back. Among the people that I know, that’s not an insignificant number of people who end up feeling that way and going back home.

Nana’s struggle with addiction is so heartbreaking. And there’s a part where Gifty says that because of her experiments on the nature of addiction, people are constantly asking her why addicts become addicts. And what they really want out of that is the feeling of ‘See, if we make the right choices, this will never be us, or our children.’ That lack of understanding and empathy struck me as very real, and a huge part of why we have seen drugs from crack to heroin to morphine devastate families and communities. Do you see a shift at all in society’s attitude towards addiction?

I think when I started writing the book, I was seeing something of a shift, certainly in the reporting around addiction. It felt like it had become a lot more tender, a lot more interested in the human aspects of what it meant to be going through this. And, you know, I don’t say that without critique, because I think part of why that was happening is because this crisis was largely affecting white people in rural and suburban areas—versus previous epidemics, which are largely affecting Black people. So you see that as part of the reason why. But it did feel at that moment—I’m thinking 2017, 2018—like there was a kind of shift happening. And even now, I mean, people know who the Sackler family is, and there’s more conversation around the role of pharmaceutical companies in creating this problem, and there have been great nonfiction books that have come out about it. But in a weird way, going back to your first question about mental health in this moment, I think another area that the pandemic has deeply affected is people who were struggling with substance use disorder found themselves with nowhere to go. No coping mechanisms that they could fall back on. Like, if your AA meetings got cancelled or moved to Zoom, what did that do to your recovery? So I feel like there’s been this kind of quiet resurgence of substance use. I can’t even remember the figure, I think in 2021, the Washington Post reported something like 100,000 people died of overdose deaths that year. [The period for which the Washington Post reported 100,000 deaths was one year between April 2020 and April 2021. — Editor] It’s certainly not going away.

Last question, what does it mean for you to have ‘Transcendent Kingdom’ chosen for the UCSC Deep Read? The thing I really like about what the Humanities Institute is doing is they’re really trying to get out and make it a true community event. So just having hundreds, thousands of people reading this book at the same time and contributing to a huge conversation about it, what does that mean for you?

It’s amazing. I mean, it’s one of those aspects of this career that’s impossible for me to describe. Just having grown up as a person who loved to read, and for whom books were really life-changing and impactful, to think that there are people—not just a small number of people, but people in these kinds of campaigns—that are trying to get my book in as many hands as possible feels so incredibly moving to me. It means a lot.

Yaa Gyasi will speak in conversation with UCSC Professor Emerita of Literature Karen Tei Yamashita from 4-5:30pm on May 15 at the UCSC Quarry Ampitheater. A Q&A with Gyasi will follow from 5-5:30pm. The event is free; RSVP at the Humanities Institute website, thi.ucsc.edu.

What Would Reversing Roe v. Wade Mean for California?

The sign was simple: it was a straightforward drawing of a wire coat hanger in black sharpie. I thought of the wire hangers in my closet, the twisted metal and the curved, sharp end. Below the drawing, the words “We Will Not Go Back” were printed. 

The woman holding the sign was one of the hundreds who showed up at Santa Cruz’s courthouse on May 3, in response to the leaked draft of the Supreme Court’s decision to overturn the landmark Roe v. Wade ruling.

The sign harkens back to a time when women who sought abortions were relegated to underground offices, alleyways or self-harm. It’s a universal symbol of the lengths women would go to before Roe v. Wade established abortion protections in 1973. A time when women were forced to perform their own abortions, and were dying after inserting hangers inside themselves in attempts to self-abort. 

Almost 50 years later, people across the country are reckoning with a possible return to that time. 

“I’m so angry,” Leslie Conner, the CEO of Santa Cruz Women’s Health Center, shouted to the crowd of protesters who had gathered in front of the County of Santa Cruz’s courthouse. Cheers erupted, people thrust their signs into the air and heads bobbed in agreement. The woman holding the sign with the hanger stood, unwavering, her expression grim. 

“And I’m not going back,” Conner continued. The crowd echoed the words, people of all genders and ages chanting them like a mantra.

The decision as written—which, notably, could still change before the ruling is expected to be finalized this summer—would effectively restrict the right to an abortion for people in 26 states, and immediately outlaw abortion in 13 states

What would happen in Santa Cruz, and in California more broadly, is quite different.

What Happens Next

“California is a special case. Our protections aren’t threatened,” says Dianna Zamora-Marroquin, the director of public affairs for Planned Parenthood’s local branches. 

California Gov. Gavin Newsom has been preparing for Roe v. Wade’s potential reversal. Last year, the California Future of Abortion Council launched an effort to counter a federal rollback, with more than a dozen bills pending in the legislature to bolster abortion services. The day that the Supreme Court’s draft decision was leaked, Newsom tweeted that the state will propose an amendment to add abortion protections to the state’s constitution. 

According to Senator John Laird—who represents District 27, which includes Santa Cruz County—the state legislature is moving fast to pass an amendment by the June 30 deadline. The amendment requires a two-thirds vote in each chamber to pass. It will then be put to the voters, who would decide whether to support a person’s right to choose in the November election. If a simple majority of voters approve the amendment, abortion rights would be enshrined in the state’s constitution. 

Newsom, along with other abortion activists, want to go one step further. In December, Newsom revealed a plan for California to serve as a sanctuary state in the case that Roe v. Wade was reversed, and in the past week he has doubled down on his promise. The plan would make California a haven for people across the country who have nowhere in their own state to go for an abortion. 

To help fulfill this promise, Planned Parenthood has also been preparing for the eventual overturn of Roe v. Wade, Zamora-Marroquin says. This means prepping for out-of-state patients by expanding health centers in terms of size and capacity, having more exam rooms and hiring more providers. 

“The coastal health centers that we have have seen an uptick already in people who are going to seek services there,” says Zamora-Marroquin. “So the change that they can expect to see is more patients. But in terms of them being able to access services, it will remain the same.”

Planned Parenthood reports that it has treated at least 80 out-of-state patients per month on average since September. If other states ban the procedure, that number could increase to as many as 1.4 million—an increase of almost 3,000%—according to the Guttmacher Institute. 

“Wealthier women are going to be inconvenienced because they have to go out of state,” says Conner. “It’s the people that don’t have the resources, the ability to leave their state and go somewhere else, the travel expenses, time off from work. And that’s low-income women, that’s minority women. It creates more inequity in our healthcare system.” 

Already, low-income women are likelier to carry the baby to term than travel for abortion services. At the same time, those women are the ones who have the most to gain from access to abortions. Studies across the last few decades have found that abortion legalization increased women’s education, labor force participation, occupation and earnings and that all these effects were particularly large for Black women.

Legislators and health advocates worry about how far the repercussions of reversing Roe extend. Zamora-Marroquin says the reversal could open the door for states to regulate birth control and access to contraception. Sen. Laird fears for the precedent this would set for other landmark civil rights rulings. He is especially concerned for the future of marriage equality: the basis for abortion in Roe v. Wade is a person’s right to privacy, which was also used in the Supreme Court’s ruling on marriage equality.

“There is a link that if they don’t uphold the right to privacy in Roe v. Wade, they may not uphold the right to privacy and marriage equality,” Laird says. 

But for now, his efforts are focused on abortion rights and bringing an amendment to voters for the November ballot. He’s optimistic that California voters will approve such an amendment, given the broad support for Roe v. Wade. Polls show support for abortion and Roe v. Wade across the country, but Laird says there are too many issues (strengthening the economy, for one) to accurately predict what kind of sway reversing Roe v. Wade might have on the midterm elections. 

“It’s a question of, is that the number one thing that they would vote on?” Laird says. “Or are they concerned about the economy? Or health care or other things? And so that’s the one thing that’s the open question whether this is significant enough to truly change people’s votes.”  

Generational Gaps 

Connie Alderete was sitting with her grandchildren, two young girls under the ages of 7, at the May 3 rally in front of the courthouse. Her daughter and son-in-law stood beside them. 

Alderete had been a young teenager when Roe v. Wade passed in 1973. She comes from a big family—she is one of seven children—and even when she was young she always wanted a large family of her own. But her desire to have children never swayed her support of a person’s right to choose. She was outspoken about reproductive rights then, and she’s ready to fight for the right to an abortion—for the second time.

“I have three daughters. I have four granddaughters, and this isn’t the world I want to leave them with,” Alderete says. One of her granddaughters is sitting on her lap as we speak. Her eyes tear up, and she takes a pause before she continues. “In my world, we changed it. And 50 years later, we’re back. It’s heartbreaking.” 

The dichotomy between generations alive before Roe v. Wade and afterward, and how the distinction will play out in the fight for abortion rights, is significant, Zamora-Marroquin says. 

“There are people alive today that have never known a United States without Roe v. Wade being in place,” Zamora-Marroquin says. “The women who remember having to get abortions in an alley or at a friend’s house or in another country. Women who had to fight for it, and now might lose it all within my lifetime. And the women who have always had access to this care, never thought twice about it. And now it could be completely gone.” 

She hopes this contrast will give the fight for abortion rights added leverage and momentum. At the very least, she is already seeing how more people are opening up about abortions and decreasing the stigma around choosing one.

“I think [the leak] has activated people who care about reproductive health care in a very powerful way,” Zamora-Marroquin says. “Abortion is not a dirty word. And your geographic location should not be an indicator of whether you can access health care or not.” 

4th District County Supervisor Race Heats Up

With millions of federal, state and local dollars pouring into the Pajaro Valley for various projects—including the renovation of the Pajaro River levee, the purchase of Watsonville Community Hospital and the establishment of the new County of Santa Cruz headquarters at the old West Marine Building—South County is at a key inflection point.

So when 4th District County Supervisor Greg Caput told GT earlier this year that he would not seek a fourth term, the door was left wide open for candidates looking to lead the area through a mini-renaissance.

Enter Felipe Hernandez, who has himself undergone a renewal of sorts. Three years ago, the former Watsonville city councilman and current Cabrillo College Governing Board Trustee weighed 440 pounds and couldn’t walk more than 10 minutes on a treadmill. Now, he’s weighing in at 270 pounds, and starts his day with a rigorous bike or boxing workout. He says the hours spent burning off the weight at his home gym has served him well as he’s walked door-to-door trying to drum up support before the June 7 election.

“It hasn’t been easy,” Hernandez says about losing the weight and keeping it off, “but I feel so much better.”

Hernandez has quickly turned into the front runner in political circles for the 4th District seat thanks to a slew of endorsements from politicians, business owners and community organizers over the past two months. He’s also scored the nod from local democratic groups and the California Democratic Party, as well as several labor unions and councils.

In another community, getting the endorsement of former state legislators Bill Monning and Fred Keeley, and county leaders such as Sheriff Jim Hart and Superintendent of Schools Faris Sabbah, would likely give a candidate a strong lead over their opponents. But in Watsonville, where word of mouth still travels faster than a newsletter and a majority of voters are older residents and retirees, it wouldn’t be smart to call the race just yet.

Playing Politics

Hernandez is running against Jimmy Dutra, a Watsonville city councilman fresh off a stint as mayor, and Ed Acosta, a Santa Cruz County Board of Education Trustee.

This is not the first time Dutra and Hernandez have squared off. The two ran against Caput in 2018; Dutra finished second, and Hernandez was third. It was Dutra’s second time running for supervisor, and he ran on a platform of change, as he is in this election.

Dutra says that only he will truly represent the people of Watsonville, and highlights a key difference between his endorsements and that of Hernandez: the majority of his donors and supporters are individuals from Watsonville. Hernandez outraised Dutra by about $7,000, according to the most recent campaign finance disclosure reports, but many of the former’s donors live outside of Watsonville, and $8,300 worth of his roughly $28,000 in donations came from political committees and unions.

“[Hernandez] is the establishment candidate,” Dutra says. “He will be a puppet. I will not be a puppet. I will be doing what is right for the community, and sometimes that might not be agreeing with groups that have this power right now.”

Measuring Up

Dutra says that Hernandez’s recent decision to flip his stance on the impact of Measure U, an amendment to the Watsonville General Plan approved by voters in 2002 that put restrictions on the city’s growth, is a prime example of his opponent’s inability to think for himself.

Hernandez has largely stayed true to his roots while on the campaign trail this spring, advocating for affordable housing, economic growth, additional funding to address homelessness in South County and transportation equity—he’s the only candidate for the 4th District to endorse the No on Measure D campaign. 

But in a surprising turn of events, he recently penned an opinion piece in the Pajaronian in which he backed the Measure U extension. And last week he doubled down on the endorsement of the measure at a press conference with Caput.

This comes after Hernandez in 2013 helped pen the rebuttal to the argument against a failed amendment to Measure U called Measure T. The rebuttal stated that allowing Measure U to stand as is was essentially “doing nothing” and “saying ‘no’ to change” in the face of crippling unemployment.

But Hernandez says he’s changed his mind on Measure U, and now believes that keeping the same growth restrictions from the past 20 years in place through 2040 is a good thing. Hernandez echoed many of Caput’s previous stances in the opinion piece, including the idea of smart growth, something the current supervisor championed as a way to appeal to Watsonville voters that sought to slow the city’s expanding population and low-income housing production when he first took office in 2010.

The change of heart on the issue has made his detractors wonder if he’s simply taking the stance to win over voters that have vehemently supported Caput. But Hernandez says that he truly believes Measure U has been a good thing for Watsonville—city of Watsonville officials have said otherwise—and that he would be a drastically different candidate than both Caput and Dutra.

“You can’t be an island and think that you’re going to get anything, and you can’t kick, yell and scream and think you’re going to get anything from this board,” he says. “You have to work with your colleagues, and sometimes you have to compromise.”

Rob Brezsny’s Astrology: May 11-17

ARIES (March 21-April 19): “Choose the least important day in your life,” wrote Aries author Thornton Wilder. “It will be important enough.” I recommend that you make those your words to live by in the next two weeks. Why? Because I suspect there will be no tremendously exciting experiences coming your way. The daily rhythm is likely to be routine and modest. You may even be tempted to feel a bit bored. And yet, if you dare to move your attention just below the surface of life, you will tune into subtle glories that are percolating. You will become aware of quietly wondrous developments unfolding just out of sight and behind the scenes. Be alert for them. They will provide fertile clues about the sweet victories that will be available in the months ahead.

TAURUS (April 20-May 20): “Every successful person I know starts before they feel ready,” declared life coach Marie Forleo. Author Ivan Turgenev wrote, “If we wait for the moment when everything, absolutely everything, is ready, we shall never begin.” Here’s what educator Supriya Mehra says: “There’s never a perfect moment to start, and the more we see the beauty in ‘starting small,’ the more we empower ourselves to get started at all.” I hope that in providing you with these observations, Taurus, I have convinced you to dive in now. Here’s one more quote, from businesswoman Betsy Rowbottom: “There’s never a perfect moment to take a big risk.”

GEMINI (May 21-June 20): Poet Ranata Suzuki writes, “There comes a point where you no longer care if there’s a light at the end of the tunnel or not. You’re just sick of the tunnel.” That’s good advice for you right now, Gemini. The trick that’s most likely to get you out of the tunnel is to acknowledge that you are sick of the damn tunnel. Announce to the universe that you have gleaned the essential teachings the ride through the tunnel has provided you. You no longer need its character-building benefits because you have harvested them all. Please say this a thousand times sometime soon: “I am ready for the wide-open spaces.”

CANCER (June 21-July 22): In the coming weeks, your imagination will receive visions of the next chapter of your life story. These images and stories might confuse you if you think they are illuminating the present moment. So please keep in mind that they are prophecies of what’s ahead. They are premonitions and preparations for the interesting work you will be given during the second half of 2022. If you regard them as guiding clues from your eternal soul, they will nourish the inner transformations necessary for you to welcome your destiny when it arrives. Now study this inspirational quote from poet Rainer Maria Rilke: “The future glides into us, so as to remake itself within us, long before it occurs.”

LEO (July 23-Aug. 22): “Remember that you will never reach a higher standard than you yourself set,” wrote author Ellen G. White. That’s true! And that’s why it’s so crucial that you formulate the highest standards you can imagine—maybe even higher than you can imagine. Now is a favorable phase for you to reach higher and think bigger. I invite you to visualize the best version of the dream you are working on—the most excellent, beautiful and inspiring form it could take. And then push on further to envision even more spectacular results. Dare to be greedy and outrageous.

VIRGO (Aug. 23-Sept. 22): Before Virgo-born Leslie Jones achieved fame as a comedian and actor, she worked day jobs at United Parcel Service and Roscoe’s House of Chicken and Waffles. Her shot at major appreciation didn’t arrive until the TV show Saturday Night Life hired her to be a regular cast member in 2014, when she was 47 years old. Here’s how she describes the years before that: “Everybody was telling me to get a real job. Everybody was asking me, What are you doing? You’re ruining your life. You’re embarrassing your family.” Luckily, Jones didn’t heed the bad advice. “You can’t listen to that,” she says now. “You have to listen to yourself.” Now I’m suggesting that you embrace the Leslie Jones approach, Virgo.

LIBRA (Sept. 23-Oct. 22): “A person must dream a long time in order to act with grandeur, and dreaming is nursed in darkness.” Author Jean Genet wrote that, and now I’m offering you his words as the seed of your horoscope. If you’ve been attuned to cosmic rhythms, you have been doing what Genet described and will continue to do it for at least another ten days. If you have not yet begun such work, please do so now. Your success during the rest of 2022 will thrive to the degree that you spend time dreaming big in the darkness now.

SCORPIO (Oct. 23-Nov. 21): “Cursed are those who feel floods but who can only express a few drops.” So says an internet proverb. Luckily, this principle won’t apply to you in the coming weeks. I expect you will be inundated with cascades of deep feelings, but you will also be able to articulate those feelings. So you won’t be cursed at all. In fact, I suspect you will be blessed. The cascades may indeed become rowdy at times. But I expect you will flourish amidst the lush tumult.

SAGITTARIUS (Nov. 22-Dec. 21): “It takes a great deal of experience to become natural,” wrote Sagittarian author Willa Cather. I’m happy to report that in recent months, you Sagittarians have been becoming more and more natural. You have sought experiences that enhance your authenticity and spontaneity. Keep up the good work! The coming weeks should bring influences and adventures that will dramatically deepen your capacity to be untamed, soulful and intensely yourself.

CAPRICORN (Dec. 22-Jan. 19): “I intend to live forever,” proclaims 66-year-old comedian Steven Wright, who then adds, “So far, so good.” I offer you his cheerful outlook in the hope that it might inspire you to dream and scheme about your own longevity. Now is a great time to fantasize about what you would love to accomplish if you are provided with 90 or more years of life to create yourself. In other words, I’m asking you to expand your imagination about your long-term goals. Have fun envisioning skills you’d like to develop and qualities you hope to ripen if you are given all the time you would like to have. (PS: Thinking like this could magically enhance your life expectancy.)

AQUARIUS (Jan. 20-Feb. 18): “Stop insisting on clearing your head,” advised author Charles Bukowski. “Clear your f—ing heart instead.” That will be a superb meditation for you to experiment with in the coming weeks. Please understand that I hope you will also clear your head. That’s a worthy goal. But your prime aim should be to clear your heart. What would that mean? Purge all apologies and shame from your longings. Cleanse your tenderness of energy that’s inclined to withhold or resist. Free your receptivity to be innocent and curious.

PISCES (Feb. 19-March 20): “The winner will be the one who knows how to pick the right fights,” wrote author Jane Ciabattari. Heed her advice, please, Pisces. You will soon be offered chances to deal with several interesting struggles that are worthy of your beautiful intelligence. At least one will technically be a “conflict,” but even that will also be a fruitful opportunity. If you hope to derive the greatest potential benefit, you must be selective about which ones you choose to engage. I recommend you give your focus to no more than two.

Homework: Is there somewhere in your life where you try to exert too much control—and should loosen your grip? Newsletter.FreeWillAstrology.com

El Vaquero Winery’s 2019 Carignane is Tasty and Story-filled

El Vaquero’s 2019 Sandy Lane Vineyard Carignane also goes by “One-Eyed Charley,” named after Charley Parkhurst. Parkhurst was a spirited stagecoach driver in the Santa Cruz Mountains in 1850. After being kicked by a horse and losing an eye, he gained the one-eyed moniker.
The Carignane label depicts Parkhurst driving a stagecoach drawn by a skeleton horse. A trip to El Vaquero Winery reveals more about this local legend. It’s a journey worth taking. 
Husband and wife team Bob and Dean Prikazky run the operation, and their daughter Alex is the winemaker. Often used for blending, the medium-bodied, fruit-forward Carignane ($36) pairs well with many different foods.
I suggest you take the next stagecoach to El Vaquero, try their many wines—and learn more about One-Eyed Charley.
El Vaquero Winery, 2901 Freedom Blvd., Watsonville. 831-607-8118; elvaquerowinery.com.

Collectivo Felix Dinners

Diego Felix was cooking up a storm the evening we attended one of his special five-course dinners. A welcome vermouth-based drink awaited us, followed by an exceptional array of exciting food with distinct South American flair representing Felix’s Argentinian roots. The primero dish, popped quinoa scallops, was extraordinary, as was the segundo course, local mushroom and huitlacoche with candied radish and fresh herbs. The main course, expertly prepared Malbec and mole braised beef rib, was unforgettable. Carefully selected wine pairings are offered for an extra cost. These wonderful monthly dinners ($90) are held in the Swift Street Courtyard in 11th Hour Coffee’s beautiful space.
For reservations email info@collectivofelix.

California Coffee

There is a brand-new coffee shop in Aptos, and it’s delightful. California Coffee owner Sylvia Reyes offers an abundant selection of coffees, teas and food—and a calendar of eclectic music events to look forward to. Local favorites the Joint Chiefs performed at the grand opening.
California Coffee, 9105 Soquel Drive, Aptos. 831-684-2750.

Flats Bistro Offers Coffee, Pizza and Beach Vibes

After working at Flats Bistro for five years as a barista and cook, Brisa Lopez left to pursue a career in law enforcement—she was in the Army Reserves for six years. But she had to put her longtime dream on hold to take care of her father, who had developed severe health issues. Recently, the Flats owner asked Lopez if she’d return as a manager; she jumped at the opportunity. 

Known for craft coffee and artisanal pizza, the space has a casual beachy vibe—there’s outdoor patio dining, too. Flats’ outside-the-box pizza options include Da Beach, balsamic reduction drizzled on gorgonzola and pear toppings, and the Palo Alto, loaded with salmon, dill aioli, capers, red onion and fresh arugula. Sandwiches, empanadas, acai bowls and pastries are also offered. As for the coffee, Flats—open 7am-2pm Tuesday-Sunday—prepares its local joe by hand on an old-school espresso machine. 

Lopez still plans on going into law enforcement one day. In the meantime, she gave GT the lowdown on Flats’ incredible pizza and coffee convos. 

Is there a lot of “coffee talk” going on at Flats?

BRISA LOPEZ: We have a lot of regular local customers, as well as customers from all over the world. People come from all over Europe and often chat with us about the differences in coffee here and there. Traditionally, coffee there is stronger and more concentrated and comes in a smaller amount like an espresso shot. Whereas here, there are numerous sizes and more types of coffee drinks, as well as all the housemade flavorings we offer. People come here for the coffee but stay for our friendly and outgoing staff. 

Describe the pizza.

It’s all made in-house, including the dough, which is made fresh every day. We also make our own sauce, and it’s all made-to-order. The crust has a sourdough base with a little tang, and the crust is fluffed up but has crispy edges and puffed dough spots. [The pizza] is cooked in a brick oven at least 600 degrees, which allows the bottom to get that smoky flavor with a nice and even char and melts the [cheese]. 

Flats Bistro, 113 Esplanade, Aptos, 831-661-5763; flatsbistro.com.

Staff of Life Celebrates 53 Years with Special Wine Tasting

I remember way back when I first arrived here, and was guided to the most authentically “Santa Cruz” store in town. It was Staff of Life (over on Water Street in those days). And it was a revelation. A haze of patchouli and stone-ground whole wheat perfumed the cavernous interior, where the first dreadlocks in town cruised the bulk food bins in search of organic morsels whose skins had never touched plastic. Heaven for the alt culture, and filled with enough positive vibes to bump the Kremlin further into the Stone Age.

Well, I hope you’re sitting down, because it’s been 53 years since visionary founders Richard Josephson and Gary Bascou opened the doors of Staff of Life in Santa Cruz—and now a second location in Watsonville. And if you still retain that mental imprint of laid-back hippie ambience, you better take another look inside the gorgeous, superbly stocked natural foods market. Even though it’s not in my neck of the woods, I often find myself searching for specialty items in the spacious store.

It’s hard to get past the seductive garden shop in the front atrium, but once I do, I head over to the well-stocked GF bread case. If it’s gluten-free bread, it’s here. And the bakery has been one of the significant pit stops of the store from Day One. I was a fool for the enormous sunflower seed cookies, and still am.

Everybody loves a party, and this Saturday, May 14, you’re invited to stop by and help Staff of Life celebrate its 53rd anniversary, from 1-4pm at 1266 Soquel Ave., Santa Cruz. I’m always amazed at the size and range of the store’s premium wine inventory, and there will be lots of it available to taste on May 14. Spokesperson Hollie Wendt tells me that the wine tasting proceeds will go entirely to Second Harvest Food Bank of Santa Cruz. Here’s how it works: you purchase your wine glass for $3 (not many things are left in California that cost a mere three dollars). And with that purchase, you can enjoy five tastes. Wendt says that “if people want more tastes, they’re two for $1.” Name two other things you can purchase for one dollar! You can choose tastes from such wineries as Storrs, Alfaro Family Vineyards, Classic Wines, Oliver Macron Wines (perhaps a relative of the French president?), Planet Wines, Quintessential Wines. There are beers available to taste as well, including Other Brothers Beer and Best Day Brewing. Join your libations with some delicious samples from Piedmontese Beef, Smart Chicken, Sunridge Farms, Garden of Life, barbecue treats and housemade bakery items. A fun way to celebrate our landmark Staff of Life.

Salmon Season

Fresh. Local. Salmon. Three words that give my tastebuds a thrill. There is nothing to compare with the plump fresh sweetness of our King Salmon. Who knows how much longer we’ll be able to enjoy this superlative seafood, or honor the heroic fish itself? Thanks to the fishermen of H&H Fresh Fish for pointing out the fluctuating salmon fishing openings and closings from now through September. For example, the season opened briefly last week, and is open now for five days, then again May 20-24. The first two weeks of June are the longest period. It’s all on the hhfreshfish.com website. And when the local King Salmon season is open, you can find the fresh catch at the Santa Cruz Harbor main shop. Or give them a call at 831-462-FISH.

Imbibing Ideas

Big Basin Vineyards Santa Cruz Tasting Room kicks off its monthly Winemaker Night series on May 19, 6-9pm with Blake Yarger. bigbasinvineyards.com.

Things To Do in Santa Cruz: May 4-10

ARTS AND MUSIC 

LUNAFEST A program of short films that “empower and inspire,” told from various perspectives that champion women and gender-nonconforming individuals, highlighting their aspirations, accomplishments, resilience, strength and connection. Proceeds from ticket sales and sponsorships go to WomenCARE Santa Cruz. $20. Wednesday, May 4, 7pm. Del Mar Theater, 1124 Pacific Ave., Santa Cruz. lunafest.org.

DAVIS SEDARIS The bestselling humorist/satirist is one of today’s most observant writers addressing the human condition. Sedaris’ work is confessional while simultaneously attuned to the world around him. The recently released second volume of his diaries, A Carnival of Snackery, has been described as the most entertaining way to keep a diary. “Some entries are just what you wanted. Others you might want to spit discreetly into a napkin.” $30.50-$61.50 plus fees. Wednesday, May 4, 7:30pm. Santa Cruz Civic Auditorium, 307 Church St., Santa Cruz. Proof of vaccination or negative Covid test required. cityofsantacruz.com.

THE FAR SIDE (FORMERLY OF THE PHARCYDE) WITH SUPERNATURAL, WILDCHILD (LOOTPACK) AND SPEAR OF THE NATION The Far Side, aka former Pharcyde members Imani, Fatlip, Slimkid3 and DJ Abilities, celebrate 30 years since Bizarre Ride II The Pharcyde—their classic debut, and one of the most influential hip-hop records of the ’90s. Chock-full of tasty beats, skillfully planted samples and lyrical genius, from beginning to end, the record is packed with favorites, including “Ya Mama,” “Passin’ Me By” and “Otha Fish.” $25-125 plus fees. Thursday, May 5, 9pm. The Catalyst, 1011 Pacific Ave., Santa Cruz. catalystclub.com.

KEITH GREENINGER WITH ELIE MABANZA Singer-songwriter Keith Greeninger’s philosophy: “Music is first and foremost a gift and a medicine to take part in together.” His husky vocals paint portraits of the human condition. Greeninger has earned top songwriting awards at the Telluride Bluegrass Festival and the Kerrville and Napa Valley Folk Festivals. For over two decades, he’s shared stages with dozens of the country’s most renowned performers while garnering critical acclaim and building a dedicated fanbase. Meanwhile, Elie Mabanza’s love of harmony and rhythm stems from his roots in Congo Brazzaville, Africa. $30/$50 plus fees. Friday, May 6, 7:30pm. Kuumbwa Jazz, 320-2 Cedar St., Santa Cruz. Proof of vaccination or negative Covid test required. kuumbwajazz.org.

THE COFFIS BROTHERS ALBUM RELEASE WITH HENRY CHADWICK The Coffis Brothers, Jamie and Kellen, will perform tunes from their latest LP, Turn My Radio Up. Produced by Mother Hips frontman Tim Bluhm, the Santa Cruz Mountains natives pay tribute to the music they grew up listening to on, well, the radio. From heartland rock ‘n’ roll anthems, front-porch folk songs and Americana ballads, the duo covers all the types of music they tuned into on the FM dial. The Coffis’ former drummer Henry Chadwick will open with music that melds several genres into one original blend. $15/$20 plus fees. Saturday, May 7, 9pm. Moe’s Alley, 1535 Commercial Way, Santa Cruz. Proof of vaccination or negative Covid test required. moesalley.com.

SURGE AFROFUTURISM: NISHAT KHAN AND DAVID MURRAY Surge is an extended program of music and dance performances, film screenings and discussions that brings artists together to engage in Afrofuturism creatively (a global artistic and social movement committed to envisioning a world where African descendants can live and flourish) for “liberation and the restructuring of a society free of racism.” Join Indian sitar player Nishat Khan and American jazz saxophonist and composer David Murray for an original “Afrofuturism Hindustani collaboration.” $40 plus fees. Monday, May 9, 7pm. Rio Theatre, 1205 Soquel Ave., Santa Cruz. Proof of vaccination or negative Covid test required. riotheatre.com.

COMMUNITY

FIRST FRIDAY: THE ART OF NATURE May’s First Friday will include free art activities and a market from local artists featured in the annual science illustration exhibit, The Art of Nature. Prints, stickers, cards, cups, food and adult drinks will be available. Free. Friday, May 6, 11am-8pm. Santa Cruz Museum of Natural History, 1305 E. Cliff Drive, Santa Cruz. santacruzmuseum.org.

CAPITOLA VILLAGE SIP AND STROLL Try local wines and beers while strolling through an array of shops and boutiques in Capitola. A ticket includes 12 tickets for 12 two-ounce pours from any participating businesses. $40. Saturday, May 7, noon-5pm. 420 Capitola Ave., Capitola. capitolavillage.com.

TANNERY SPRING ART MARKET Local art, fresh flowers, food vendors, live music and family-friendly activities. Discover everything from ceramics, jewelry and paintings to candles, self-care products and clothing from 40 Santa Cruz County artisans. From 2-4pm, enjoy live music from Sambada and Yaya’s Kitchen. Free. Saturday, May 7, 10am-5pm. Tannery Arts Center, 1010 River St., Santa Cruz. tanneryartscenter.org.

EL MERCADO FARMERS MARKET The weekly farmers market aims to decrease food insecurity and improve access to health resources for Pajaro Valley families. The goal is to make shopping as easy as possible and offer healthy choices to everyone. Free. Tuesday, May 10, 2-6pm. Pinto Lake City Park, 451 Green Valley Road, Watsonville. pvhealthtrust.org/el-mercado.

GROUPS

WOMENCARE ARM-IN-ARM This cancer support group is for women with advanced, recurrent or metastatic cancer. Meets every Monday on Zoom. Free. Registration required. Monday, May 9, 12:30pm. 831-457-2273. womencaresantacruz.org.

OUTDOORS

WILDFLOWER WALK: MARSH TRAIL Wildflower Weekend’s first event in over two years. Discover wetland flora on the botanist-led walk throughout Waddell Creek on the Marsh Trail. Free. Saturday, May 7, 10-11am. Rancho Del Oso, 3600 Highway 1, Davenport. thatsmypark.org.

EXPLORING THE TIDE POOLS AT NATURAL BRIDGES Natural Bridges’ tide pools are some of the best in Santa Cruz and teem with life. Explore the tide pools and coastal prairie habitat nearby. Learn about the plants and animals that inhabit them. $5/$10. Saturday, May 7, 10am-12:30pm. Santa Cruz Museum of Natural History, 1305 E. Cliff Drive, Santa Cruz. santacruzmuseum.org.

YOU PICK ROSES Birdsong Orchards grows over 500 roses—find just about every color! A perfect activity for fun and to get a Mother’s Day present—for those who haven’t yet. Reservations are required. Adults only. $40. Saturday, May 7 and Sunday, May 8, 10am-4pm. Birdsong Orchards, Lakeview Road, Watsonville. birdsongorchards.com.

Underneath Kate Clover’s Sound, a Tough Noir World

Last month, I went to one of the weirdest shows you could hope to sign up for: the John Waters Easter Show at the Madonna Inn in San Luis Obispo. The grand finale of this six-hour marathon of misfitdom was Waters giving a live commentary over a screening of his 1989 Johnny Depp-starring film Cry-Baby, but along with plenty of Watersian touches (like a clearly labeled glory hole on the front of his lectern), it also included performances from a wild line-up of musical acts. Two of them had obvious links to Waters: Deaf Club—a band with the stated purpose of “perfecting sci-fi crust punk from the future,” and songs like “If You Eat a Rat, It Might Taste Good”—is fronted by Justin Pearson, whose other group the Locust was heard in Waters’ film Cecil B. Demented, while ’80s cult star Josie Cotton had her unlikely LGBTQ anthem “Johnny Are You Queer?” chosen for Waters’ Valentine’s Day compilation, A Date With John Waters. The odd artist out would have seemed to be L.A. musician Kate Clover, who doesn’t have an obvious connection to the trash-film king.

But one look at the videos for “Crimewave” and “Tearjerker”—both released as singles last year before appearing on her debut album, Bleed Your Heart Out, which came out April 22—and his influence is clear. Both videos are filled with campy cool, and “Crimewave” in particular looks like it’s straight out of Waters’ 1970s Dreamland era.

“He’s always an inspiration for any sort of video I make,” says Clover from the road on her current tour, which comes to Moe’s Alley on May 11. “I think very cinematically, and the aesthetic and even just the spirit of my videos are very inspired by John Waters.”

It’s safe to say Waters would approve of the other influences that show up in the impressive number of videos she’s put out in her short career so far—John-Luc Godard is all over the clip for “Channel Zero,” while “Tearjerker” also has Russ Meyer and Sergio Leone vibes, and the video for her cover of “These Boots Were Made For Walking” is what would happen if Waters and David Lynch co-directed a short film.

A big musical influence on Clover became clear at the Easter show when she covered X’s “Your Phone’s Off the Hook, But You’re Not.” First, it was a reminder that there aren’t nearly enough X covers in the world; perhaps other musicians are intimidated by the idiosyncrasies of the pioneering L.A. punk band, especially the overlapping vocals of John Doe and Exene Cervenka. Clover, however, took the devastating first track from their debut album Los Angeles, and made it her own.

“In middle school, somebody gave me a CD of Los Angeles, and it was sort of the perfect gateway band for a lot of L.A. punk,” says Clover. The lyrics were poetic, I liked that they were from Los Angeles and sung about Los Angeles. And they completely got me into punk. So yeah, I mean, I don’t think I’d be doing what I’m doing without that.”

But that’s only one of many influences that wind through Bleed Your Heart Out; spiraling around and under Clover’s furiously kinetic punk guitar are touches of rockabilly, surf music, jangle-rock and Raveonettes-type dark-pop. She comes at you from a lot of angles at once, which maybe shouldn’t be surprising since her album’s title is taken from a Germs song, “Media Blitz.”

“I’m very inspired by the Germs, even though sonically I don’t sound like that necessarily. But I like the impulse of being raw and true,” says Clover. “So definitely them, and then the Saints for the janglier stuff—I love the Saints, I think they’re sort of underrated—the Ramones, the Misfits, Radio Birdman.”

I like her attitude toward unleashing that array of influences on her first album, and I’ve never heard anyone describe it in quite the way she does: “I think it’s like when you listen to a playlist. I wanted that to come through in my music—it’s not one thing, there’s a lot of different flavors. And I sort of feel like your first album should introduce that. And then on the second one, you can kind of do whatever you want to do. I don’t want to be known for one thing, but everything should come from a pure punk attitude. That’s where my heart is. I think if you’re just really raw and honest, that’s punk, too. So I just wanted to, you know, slap your face and be like, ‘This is my album.’”

Seething just beneath the sonic surface of that album are some very dark lyrics. The world of Bleed Your Heart Out is populated by lowlifes, narcissists, love-starved psychopaths and otherwise damaged characters, and their stories pour out with a dizzying mix of love, hate, anger and humanity. “Channel Zero” is from the point of view of a woman whose partner is reeling from the mind-control experiments of the CIA’s notorious MK-Ultra program; “Daisy Cutter” takes the old notion that love is a battlefield to the ultimate extreme, employing bullets, bombs and grenades.

Mixed into this intensity, though, is some surprising humor, like on “Crimewave”: Thoughts are racing like a teleprompter/Annihilation on my peace of mind/I bought a ticket and I got on this ride/5150 ’til I’m satisfied.”

“I think dark places can inspire humor. And I think people can connect through that,” says Clover. “And I think that’s my way of coping—laughing at it, and not shying away from it and pretending something is something it’s not. So I sort of embrace those moments. I mean, even, like, a lot of those early Little Richard lyrics, if you really read them and see what’s going on, they’re wild! I think there should be deeper meaning in your lyrics; it can be something very simple if you can feel it. You can’t fake that.”

Kate Clover performs at 8pm on Wednesday, May 11, at Moe’s Alley, 1535 Commercial Way, Santa Cruz. Enemy of My Enemy and the Tenderlies open. $15/$20. moesalley.com.

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L.A. rocker blends punk attitude and John Waters visuals with her own unique vision
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